Walk with me

A typical good day: wake up at roughly 8am. Mommy wake up. Sadie girl can mommy please just lay here for another minute?? No mom U wake up now its light out. No its not, u only think it's light out, come cuddle with me. No mom now. Okay Sadie let me go pee and brush my teeth. I have to pee first mom. Mom I want breakfast. Okay what do u want. I want sausage. (I make the sausage) I don't want that, I want cereal. (I make the cereal) I don't want that, I want pancakes. Sadie, you have never had a pancake in you life, how do you even know what one is. I want one mom. Sadie we don't have pancakes. I'm not hungry anymore. (I pull my hair out a little bit and breathe then move on) This is our routine for this rest of the day. I want this I want that, no nevermind I want nothing. Every movie, every meal, every activity, everything is like this. Yes it is partly her age and the other part is her leverage against me. Sadie knows she's sick and she knows that everyone else knows it too so she sucks you in before you even knew what happened. I know this cause she laughs about it. She was always spoiled to an extint, but now she is no longer spoiled she's pampered. Rub my feet, scratch my back, where's my lotion for my after bath massage, feed me and read to me while I take a bath and play with my toys, make sure u wet that toilet paper with warm water before you wipe my butt with it, I made a mess and you need to clean it cause I'm too tired, go online and find me that toy (yes, she knows what online means) Take me for a walk, but fan me while you do it. I could go on and on but you get the point. If I tell her no, she bats her eyes and frowns and says you so much mean to me, or my heart is broken mom. You gotta watch her, she is very smart. The other morning, I felt her rubbing my face and I thought aww how sweet. NO. I peaked through slits in my eyes only to discover that she wasn't rubbing my face at all. She was wipeing her boogers all over it. GROSS!!!!! She helped the nurse take an icepack to another patient on the floor then asked the nurse for her paycheck. She wound up getting a dollar then when she realized it was only a buck she was sure to mention her disappointment in the whole deal. She was truly disgusted. I don't know where she comes up with this stuff?? Must be her dads side of the family, not mine!!! I will not walk you through a bad day in the life of Sadie, for all of this is multiplied by a thousand on those days. When I say bad days I don't mean sick days, I just mean those days where nothing is good enough. She can not be pleased. I would take a bad day over a sick day anyday. I wont get into that now, but when I'm ready I will. Now you know why I worship the maw's.