Sadie Girl

Sadie Girl
My Leukemia Warrior

Sunday, July 3, 2011

ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!!!!

Okay, so we get home yesterday and at about 8:00pm Sadie falls backwards off the arm of the couch, into a table, and onto the floor. OH MY GOD, ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!! I pick her up, as she's screaming that she hurt her arm. She refused to move it or let me touch. Chemo weakens the bones, so there was no other option but to take her back to the hospital and get it x-rayed. She was pissed, and that's an understatement. Luckily, we were able to take her local, but she didn't know these nurses or doctors, so I think that made it worse. After about 7 x-rays, it was confirmed that there was no break or fracture, just soft tissue damage. I am so grateful, cause it could have been worse. She was probably in the worst mood I have ever seen her in while we were in that hospital last night. She was screaming, I hate this hospital, take me home you jerks!!! She was even crying in her sleep. It was awful. At one point I teared up myself because I was so sad for her. The throw ups finally came the night before we left the hospital and again last night while we were in the ER. I hate this. She has had a better day today thank god. We had to go to the grocery today cause Sadie had a whole list of food that she wanted, so we masked up and went. She enjoyed getting out, but I hate it when people stare. Grown adults stare open-mouthed, and we just stare back like what the fuck are you looking at asshole???? One of these days I'm gonna cut somebody's eyes out with a knife. I understand that it's human nature to look, but when you start gawking, I gotta problem with it. So anyways, so glad Sadie is able to be home for the fourth. The neighbors put on a really good firework display, so we watched that for a bit and shot off a couple of our own. She loves the little poppers. Holidays make me sad now. Im not gonna get into that right now so happy 4th to you all. Have fun and be safe.

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  2. I broke my arm once. Thank god you didn't!!!!

    That would be the worst part of your cancer!!!!!!

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  3. hannah's sister abbyJuly 23, 2011 at 9:49 AM

    get better sadie girl.

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