Trying to function in the world

Sadie has been doing good. No throw-ups in a couple days, and her appetite is coming back. Nanaw is coming for a sleep over tonight, and Sade is so excited. This is good for me cause I will get to work tonight without Sadie having a meltdown that I'm gone. She hates it when I have to leave, and it kills me to see her upset. She always tells me to call my boss and tell her I can't make it. Luckily, maw is my boss, and Sadie knows that, so when we talk work, Sadie refers to her as boss. I crave normalcy from my old life before D Day, so working gives me that, but when im away from Sadie girl, I am useless. I can't function cause my thoughts are on her every second that I am gone. It's a double-edged sword. I often hear people talk about there problems, like at work, and I get so mad, cause they have no clue about problems. There big delima of the day is so stupid to me. They can't keep there dog off the couch, or there hair wouldn't lay just right. STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!!!! I want to tell them all to shut the hell up, but I just smile and nod and say something like: oh your hair looks fine, or maybe you should beat your dogs ass, or maybe your girlfriend left you cause your up here drinking all the time, or oh did you hear that, I think someone's calling me. I only wish my dog and my hair were my big delima. I'd even settle for my dog having bad hair cause it rolled all over the couch, or my hair looking like my dogs cause it layed on my head while we both slept on the couch. Really, I could care less about any of it, but of course I act like I do. The customers always right........I hate that saying cause it's so far from the truth. Wow, I just realized that I am a bitch!!! Lol. Hope everyone has a good night and a great weekend. Stay safe and have fun.