Still here....

Sadie still has not cleared the methotrxate.  Her 42 hour level was a 0.76 and her 48 hour level was a 0.41.  Like clockwork, everytime we are here for this chemo treatment, she spikes a fever.  Luckily it is low grade and hopefully it stays this way.  Her next draw is at 5:00am. I do not foresee her clearing by then, but I could be wrong.  She was'nt as active today, so the chemo is definately catching up to her, but hopefully she has many good days to come.  Maw had been here with us since tuesday, but had to leave today.  She and Sadie break my heart when they have to part.  Sadie cries, so maw cries, then I cry cause there both upset.  We all do better when maw is here.  Sadie is content, and so am I, for my mother is my greatest friend, and mike swears that I am nicer to him when she is around, so even he will say "I miss maw".  If she only knew how much she is loved and missed when she is gone.................  Sadie had a complete meltdown when she left, and didnt really calm down until Nanaw got here.  I dont understand why she is so miserable with just mike and I.  We are by far the coolest parents a child could have, so I dont see what the problem is.  Nanaw came for a sleep over, but has to leave early in the morn, so poor sade is stuck with me tomorrrow.  Oh how horrible that must be!!!!!  Parting with Nanaw is not an easy task either.  Sadie likes to see her visitors off by waiving to them until they are out of sight, I have not seen a person yet, who can wave back and not cry while doing it.  Its awful.  I love my baby girl sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, and judging by all the tear-filled eyes and sniffling noses of everyone else, I know she is loved that much by them too.